I see a movement or an issue and I want to help. I want to fix it. I see issue with shortage of gaming blogs and I want to start one. I see problems with facism stopping communication and I want to build solutions. I see protests in my country about exams and accountability and I want to give my thoughts on what might be good. I do not think that having my motivation based on what doesn't exist and what needs helping is good for me. I want to help cannot be my personality. I cannot get I to electronics because people aren't doing things made by hand anymore ( I never did those so what is "anymore"). I cannot work on federated pets just because people don't have social interactions through social media, have forgotten virtual pets and cannot be personal anymore (I was never exposed to any of these things). I cannot make live coded music because.... Actually no this is something I have fun with nvm. My point is nostalgia of a time doesn't exist is an awkward source of motivation. Retro futurism from electronics from 2000s is an entire aesthetic based around that. Futurism is the aesthetic that talks about what the future could be like, and makes it into a visual style. What are my hobbies if not an attempt to make a future I missed already.